Tuesday, October 13, 2009
i'd like to make myself believe
that planet earth turns slowly
its hard to say i'd rather stay awake
when i'm asleep
i feel SOOO stressed out T_T
over like absolutely nothing LOL
i am totally rotting away right now
i'm just lying on my bed
and i have this feeling
this will be another very
unproductive night
i'd like to say i've forgiven you
but the truth is i havent
as long as you are you
i just cant bring myself to that
SOO tired
evenly though i had vanilla latte after school
i felt so cool
walking through my neighbourhood
holding a starbucks cup
everyone stares at you like O SNAPP starbucks (:
the only time i've gotten more stares
is when i carried by guitar on the bus
that was awesome LOL
i'm buying a soft case this weekend
so YESS make my life easier
to carry my guitar around
i must get better with guitar
but finding fun songs to play is getting hard D:
need to have a jam session with some random ppl idunno LOL
have a nice little sing along (:
Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark
No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
TIRING DAYS
relaxing nights
thats how my last week has been :P
i kinda feel at ease
time to dance in the rain (:
work on popping and LOCKINNGGG :D
I FEEL so confused about
what i want to become
sometimes i believe i cant
become anything i want to possibly become :(
my DREAMS to be a designer or architect
seem so distant
same as anything i could possibly become bleh
i dont like this feeling :(
its kinda nice knowing that someone else
thinks about being an architect or designer its like
when i try to be optimistic for her
it kinda feels like i'm being optimistic for myself too (:
and i really need some like kind of luck
if i wanna become a designer or architect
i'm just not good enough :(
peace for now (:
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and for you i wait
because i know i love you
- word
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