I'm making more friends =D my newest idiot of a friend <3 LOL chantal who thinks i'm a complete retard but yea so gay
STUPID ENGLISH i need help with it i'm failing it so hard i'm not use to essay analysis T_T IB = WRITE ESSAYS not look at them =( so hard D: i'm stressing i'm gonna practice looking for thesis' and other things simile's metaphors parallel structure W.E.
but yea i guess this week is turning alrite as i predicted =) physics test got moved to tuesday econ newspaper analysis is now due monday and finish reading kite runner by monday =D it all worked out <3
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10:43 PM
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
- eric L. 8:45 brb dinner! MSN Eleanor 8:46 So late 8:46 Alrighttt MSN - eric L. 8:53 BAK 8:53 LOL 8:53 worlfs fastest 8:53 dinner MSN Eleanor 8:54 WOAH. ;S 8:54 how'd you do that? with what magical power? MSN - eric L. 8:54 LOL 8:54 the inescapable truth that i need to talk to eleanor to survive 8:54 thats what let me do that
chyeaa =) i feel pretty achieved? i finished all my hw =D its amazing first time in probably a week i have finished my hw without waking up at 6 just to do it LOL but well i'm technically not done TIME TO GO INTO uhh databases? and find some stupid news article for economics T_T
but yea i'm having a good week i think I THINK i have this feeling its gonnna be a good week gotta learn some new songs for guitar ANY SUGGESTIONS? i'd love suggestions cuz like i cant think of any myself =(
wednesday - english essay due thursday - finish kite runner friday - economics newspaper analysis due
i hope i'm right about having a good week because if not those 3 things will screw me over so badly =(
just beautiful her voice its angelic its love omfg <3
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8:55 PM
The Crime “I” Committed – By Eric Lui
We should all be in jail for what we have done. This offence for which we deserve imprisonment, is not as obvious as harassing someone, injuring someone, stealing from someone, raping someone, or killing someone. No one can stop this crime; no one can arrest another for it, or can even see it. It is an unspoken crime, done in complete secrecy, which even the most righteous person will commit at one point or another. This secret offense is criminal thoughts, a crime that I, like every person, commit every day.
Thinking itself is uncontrollable. This is true of any thinking, including the thoughts about committing an offence, which if acted upon would be a crime by law. We all have violent thoughts especially when we are in the state of anger. When our fantasies include violent acts like killing, seconds later we grimace at the idea of thinking such a thing. Criminal thinking begins at a young age, and is small at first, but over time it escalates and turns into action. When I was about five, I had lost a key to my piggy bank and I saw the same key at a toy store. In time I had stolen this key, which I only recently realized was stealing because as I told myself at the time, it was only a small piece of metal and not the actual piggy bank. The theft began with the thought of stealing, which was the only solution I could think of. A couple years later I ended up stealing a ball from a dollar store with my friends, but the initiating thought was the piggy bank key and how it was easy to steal; like stealing candy from a baby. Although I have not stolen anything since then, it all started with the thought of how easy it was to take the key and then it slowly built up to taking the ball and eventually I would start stealing more valuable objects. If I kept stealing objects, continuing the trend, I would probably be stealing a car, yet I have not stolen anything since. Why not?
As I matured, these temptations started to teach me how to control my thoughts. Today, when I walk into a store, I might tell myself I could steal something so easily, without an effort, and I’m sure many other people think the same thing. But we do not act on the fantasy. A sense of morality stops us. I remember from childhood the rush of committing the act, but also the guilt that follows so vividly that just from thinking of stealing an item from a store, I can already feel the guilt again. The idea of justice, in the form of guilt, is the punishment for the undetectable offence of thinking about crime it all just depends which you think about more, justice or crime. Myself I am able to recall every act which I have committed which has broken the law, and I think if I had not stolen the key when I was small, I would definitely be stealing food from convenience stores like my friends have been the last couple years. The fact that I listened to myself about stealing the key when I was young, triggered me to think about what happens if I ever get caught. The craving for trying to steal was gone at an early age where it is not seen as big of an offence as a teenager stealing.
If somehow we were able to see into each other’s minds, I’m a hundred percent sure we would all be in jail for imagined thefts, assaults, and perhaps even murders. We all have violent thoughts; although these vary in severity from person to person in a state of rage, I am sure many of them will be related to murder. Thinking about committing an act that breaks the law, and thinking about justice and morality, are two kinds of thinking we all have in common. But really mental crimes and mental crime prevention are things we all think about – but which do you think about more?
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7:33 PM
Monday, September 28, 2009
I am done my physics which i was really lazy on and skipped steps and everything, but it is done so who gives really sighssss
i like this blog its so away from everything and everyone yet it is still readable and stuff i need to focus on school like right now i think i can do pretty good this year but i gotta work or else i'm just going to let myself down i have no clue what i wanna become i know where i wanna go i just gotta figure out how to get there McGill is a great university but it really isnt famous for what i want to go into i dont think idunno i'm just so confused at the moment about EVERYTHING not just school
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6:58 AM
My cluelessness is making me feel really clueless so yea
1) i'm going deactivate my fb 2) i'm not gonna go on msn as much 3) i'm gonna go to starbucks all the time
IN ORDER TOOOO finish my hw cuz i cant handle this wake up at 6 am to work thing anymore =P
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6:10 AM
LOL
i just finished my like
4 hour talk with my friend from california
oh man so entertaining talking to her
i showed her some rick mercer report vids
where he makes fun of canadians LOL
i was LOL'ing at her reaction
but yea i convinced her that
Canada is awesome =)
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12:37 AM
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Because i'm here waiting
you know it doesnt matter what you do
i'll be hanging on your word
not caring what you say
Because your there laughing
I gotta smile for you no matter what the reason
the way your ignoring me
it makes me want you even more
living the lie which never became
living the truth which always brought pain
dying in the belief that everything will change
dying in the world which kills your happiness
rotting in the hopes and dreams of my soul
(8)
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10:14 PM
This is gonna be my officially new blog
and well i hope you guys enjoy it =)
even though its hard to enjoy
someone ranting about their life but w.e. =D
you'll figure it out xD
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Heyy, my name is Eric. This is my Blog and the story of my life. I don't mind if you read it because
I love how your reading my blog =). My creative side is well hopefully going to be represented in this blog.
I live for the future and well hopefully the future lives for me (:. LOL well yea enough about me wats up with you?
Anyways I hope you enjoy my blog, it is full of stories i hope atleast it will be soon once again i hope xD, i love
to think and i tell the world how i think through my blog. So just enjoy what you read =) and yea i love you too <3 =D.
