My Life

2009-11-17T19:20:00.004-05:00

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ommyyy

2009-11-10T18:52:00.002-05:00

hey how's life guys x)
i have blogged in awhile
idunno i've been too lazy lately ><"

today i had another physics test i think
i might have gotten perfect again
cross my fingers
knock on wood
idunno whatever else is lucky/bad luck removing

I'M so tired lately
gotta sleep earlier tonight
like seriously -.-

i miss things
and i'm glad i'm away from things
idunno soo confused lately ><"
stressed out life
just concentrate on school?
idunno xP
i like my guitar
but i want a new one!
i always want a new one
one that i will like
protect with my life ;)

english essay
english essay
english essay
boo ;(
o well i guess i should start D:

I FEEL A NEED
for a burst of creativity
or i'm gonna die and rot away i think ><"
i kinda wanna start doing covers
and posting them on youtube
but i'm scared D:

ttys!

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FMYLIFE

2009-10-25T14:31:00.000-04:00

FUCKKK
i'm stupid
gah
FUCK
fmylife
i could kill myself
bleh
FUCK

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boo

2009-10-14T23:40:00.002-04:00

I NEVER THOUGHT
doing a yearbook layout
was sooo hard
apparentley it is VERY hard LOL
i uber fail
but i did do my best animation EVER ;D
here it is!

definitley my best
animation (:
BUT YESSS my marks

physics: 100
guitar: 90+ he never said specific
economics: 87 <- will go up >: /
english: 79 <- the flaw in my grades D:

THIS WEEK
IS INSANELY BORING THOUGH ahh my gosh
seriously nuthin to do T_T
thank goodness tmrw is a friday D:
if it wasnt i think i would die
and i feel like i'm being hated O_O
o shit tmrw isnt a friday
its a thursday T_T LOL
fail D:
BLEHHHH
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fireflies

2009-10-13T19:30:00.002-04:00

i'd like to make myself believe
that planet earth turns slowly
its hard to say i'd rather stay awake
when i'm asleep

i feel SOOO stressed out T_T
over like absolutely nothing LOL
i am totally rotting away right now
i'm just lying on my bed
and i have this feeling
this will be another very
unproductive night

i'd like to say i've forgiven you
but the truth is i havent
as long as you are you
i just cant bring myself to that

SOO tired
evenly though i had vanilla latte after school
i felt so cool
walking through my neighbourhood
holding a starbucks cup
everyone stares at you like O SNAPP starbucks (:
the only time i've gotten more stares
is when i carried by guitar on the bus
that was awesome LOL

i'm buying a soft case this weekend
so YESS make my life easier
to carry my guitar around
i must get better with guitar
but finding fun songs to play is getting hard D:
need to have a jam session with some random ppl idunno LOL
have a nice little sing along (:

Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark

No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

TIRING DAYS
relaxing nights
thats how my last week has been :P
i kinda feel at ease
time to dance in the rain (:
work on popping and LOCKINNGGG :D

I FEEL so confused about
what i want to become
sometimes i believe i cant
become anything i want to possibly become :(
my DREAMS to be a designer or architect
seem so distant
same as anything i could possibly become bleh
i dont like this feeling :(
its kinda nice knowing that someone else
thinks about being an architect or designer its like
when i try to be optimistic for her
it kinda feels like i'm being optimistic for myself too (:
and i really need some like kind of luck
if i wanna become a designer or architect
i'm just not good enough :(

peace for now (:

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omg

2009-10-12T10:35:00.003-04:00

omg LOL
your her bitch
GAHHAHAHA
freeeeeeeedom :)

anywayyyssss
i've been having lots of fun these
past few days and now
i have a crap load of work to do in the next
8 hours :D

but that can wait since i LOVEEE blogging LOL
once more
your her bitch LOL sucker
so yea i had like the weirdest dream
i feel kinda nerdy dreaming about it
but like i dreamt that i had like
some kinda cross degree? like
architecture + engineering LOL intensee stuff D:

yes the epic picture i drew for chantal :D
our webcaming is getting intense with pictures :0
but i wont upload them all cuz well
some are just too awesome

GUITAR - who would have thought
improving a guitar part for a R&B song
would be so much fun LOL
well i actually figured it out :)
i'll post the tab here some time i guess
i spent like 2 hours playing WATCHA SAY - JASON DERULO
and i'm not even exaggerating

thennn i went APPLEEE PICKINGGGGG
which i now owe Odelia an apple BUT it was
tres fun LOL i spent way to much time
kicking apples
i almost hit this girl in the head
then i kinda like
ran behind a tree
but yea :D
then i got a pumpkin which was like
PERFECTIONNN perfectly rounded
the right height and all
cant wait to carve it :D

anyways TTYL FOR NOWWWW
cuz i gots works to do cuz
i'm out for like half the day :)
PEACEE yo's

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omg stride

2009-10-07T17:50:00.002-04:00

omgg like
STRIDE GUM brings people together (:
i just realized that was there today but o well
i'm starting to like york mills =)
i guess cuz i'm starting to make friends
so its pretty good =D
new friend
of the day: Amy and that guy who hugged me randomnly LOL

TIME TO WORK
ON ECONOMICS
CUZ I GOT A FREAKIN 66% -.-"
on my quiz D:

i'm a vegetarian and i aent fucking scared of him (: (8)
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2009-10-06T19:04:00.001-04:00

oh my chantal
that girl
is something else
the UNIQUENESS OF MY LIFEE
she is like
looveee <3
right chantal? =D

chyeaa eric
you are totally right (:
youuu are sooo freaking
AWESOMEEEEEE
everything you say its just omg <3
my life would be so boring without you D:

aww thanks chantal (:
i never lie
i told you =D

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love drunk

2009-10-05T19:51:00.002-04:00

i use to be love drunk
now i'm hungover.. wait no i'm not =0

kay yea so
I SHOULD REALLY
be studying for physics but that can
wait for one blog post =)

so yea TODAY overall was a pretty good day (:
i lost
ONE MARK
thats right
ONE MARK overall
on my economics test
it was awesome (:
then on my physics
kay clearly my physics teacher
doesnt mark LOL
she gave me full marks for questions i KNEW
i didnt answer fully o well
i lost 3 marks in total there =D
handed in my econ newspaper analysis
hopefully i do well on that
and FINISHEDD VECTORING DESIGNS thank GOD
i feel so complete (:
well not really BUT YEAAA
today was a good day
cept i probably failed
my english and econ quiz LOL

time to study yo's
PEACEEE~

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sometimes

2009-10-04T22:05:00.003-04:00

Sometimes it knocks you down~
alriteeeyyy i have so much crap to do D:
i guess i should actually try to focus x)

i have been INSPIRED to complete my designs
thanks to chantalll =D omgggg
but yeaaa i need to like focus more
i really am the most
easily distracted unproductive person
in the world D:
i kind of feel disappointed in myself also
i havent drawn
doodled
photoshopped
or done anything in a long time
i need
my
creativity
back
i hate being smart
for that reason =(

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unit 1 performance task

2009-10-04T19:04:00.002-04:00

newspaper article:
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Unit 1 – Performance Task; Analyzing a News Story form an Economic Perspective

The article, “New climate plan would favour oil sands,” speaks of a topic which in the last decade has become a major issue: the greenhouse gas emissions produced by major industries in Canada. Ottawa plans to control this by capping gas emissions, but the caps are less strict on oil and gas companies, which are the primary polluters in Alberta and Saskatchewan. As environment Minister Jim Prentice explains, Ottawa’s cap-and-trade plan lets the government set a limit on carbon emissions by major polluting industries. Industries under the cap are then allowed to sell emission permits to companies which exceed the limit, thereby rewarding companies who are more efficient and green. However, this plan will prove very costly to all provinces and territories other than Alberta and Saskatchewan, especially Ontario and Quebec. Ontario’s economy, with it’s numerous heavy industries, is greatly at risk, as is the economy of Quebec. Ontario and Quebec argue that they have proposed their own cap-and-trade legislation which will reduce emissions without placing them at a competitive disadvantage to other provinces.

Four of Canada’s ten key economic questions are addressed in the article. They are political stability, economic growth, equitable distribution of income, and environmental stewardship. Political stability is important to developing the economy of a country because it allows long-term planning which encourages investment, and in many cases political uncertainty negatively affects the economy. The cap-and-trade plan’s unpopularity in central Canada creates political, since the federal Conservatives already have a weak minority government. As Talaga and Woods note, “It could also be a liability for the Conservatives as the country creeps toward a possible federal election this fall. The increasing likelihood of a trip to the polls has convinced some that the federal Tories will eventually back away from a cap-and-trade system based on a preferential treatment.”(Tagala and Woods, A08) Since, the cap-and-trade plan will benefit only the two provinces, while the other eight provinces and three territories are outraged, the conservatives most likely will stay away from the cap-and-trade system if a fall election is going to occur. The political uncertainty here will definitely weaken the political stability of Canada because the decision will be based on what the Conservatives must do to remain in power, not what will be best for the country. Economic growth is the increase in total output because of an increase in total input. Will the cap-and-trade plan increase the total output of Canada? Most likely not. Tagala and Woods feel that the plan “could jeopardize the economies of eight provinces and three territories for the sake of continued growth in Alberta and Saskatchewan,” (Tagala and Woods, A08). It is safe to say that there is definitely no economic growth for any of the provinces or territories except for Alberta and Saskatchewan. Also, since energy is a very inelastic good and demand for it is always high, the plan to shut down many energy-creating industries all over Canada except for the heavily polluting oil sands makes one wonder how the lost energy will be replaced. The overall output of Canada in terms of oil and gas will most likely increase, meaning there will be economic growth, but a lot more of the oil and gas will have to be sent across Canada from the prairies because of the plan to shut down many inefficient and polluting power facilities, decreasing the supply and increasing cost all across Canada except in Alberta and Saskatchewan. Equitable distribution of income means that the total national output is divided in a more even way. Yet, “The federal government would put Ontario’s economy at risk by moving on climate change in a way that hampers [Ontario’s] ability to grow [it’s] economy and gives preferential treatment to those that produce oil and gas.”(Tagala and Woods, A08) Ontario’s economy suffers, but so do the economies of seven other provinces and three territories. Seeing that only two provinces actually gain anything from the new system, it is hardly equal distribution of national output. Finally, environmental stewardship is economic activity which is carried out without damaging the environment. The intent of the cap-and-trade system “is to encourage efficiency and conservation by rewarding industries that get below the cap and adding costs to high polluters.”(Tagala and Woods, A08) Creating more earth-friendly ways of producing energy is the goal, which means that Canada is attempting to be environmentally friendly with its economic activities. On the other hand, oil sands cause some of the greatest pollution in Canada, yet it is the one industry, which is able to evade this cap-and-trade system.

Work Cited
Talaga, Tanya and Woods, Allan. “New climate plan would favour oil sands.” Toronto Star. 5 Sept. 2009: Canadian Points of View Reference Centre. EBSCO. Web. 4 Oct. 2009.

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omgawd

2009-10-02T23:34:00.001-04:00

OMYGOSH
like i'm gonna rant about
this girl named chantal
like hopefully she never sees this
cuz like yea (H)

SHE IS SO FREAKIN AWESOME
WITHOUT HER I WOULD TOTALLYYY
HAVE NO PURPOSE IN MY LIFE MAN
LIKE yea she's my boss (H)
BUT YEA OMG
she is so cool
i'm like totally jealous of her
in like EVERY SINGLE WAY YAKNOWWW
YEA SHE IS AWESOME

i really hope she doesnt see this post
cuz like i dnt want her to know
what i actually think of her =0

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how was i suppose to know

2009-10-02T00:52:00.003-04:00

oh oh oh
how was i suppose to know? =)
that you were over me
i think that i should go =0

damned if i do damned if i dont - all time low

so yea today was a good day i guess
tmrw will be another do absolutely nothing kind
of a day
yayy? lmao idunno

HOPEFULLY TMRW WILL BE LIKE
"TODAY"
cuz well today was pretty good
i think i mite try to see

hopefully i'll figure sumthin out
WORSHIP FOR FELLOW
SCORE =D

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Chantal Lam

2009-09-30T22:43:00.002-04:00

I'm making more friends =D
my newest idiot of a friend <3
LOL
chantal
who thinks i'm a complete retard
but yea so gay

STUPID ENGLISH
i need help with it
i'm failing it so hard
i'm not use to essay analysis T_T
IB = WRITE ESSAYS not look at them =(
so hard D:
i'm stressing
i'm gonna practice looking for
thesis' and other things
simile's metaphors parallel structure W.E.

but yea
i guess this week is turning alrite
as i predicted =)
physics test got moved to tuesday
econ newspaper analysis is now due monday
and finish reading kite runner by monday =D
it all worked out <3

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2009-09-29T20:55:00.008-04:00

- eric L.
8:45
brb dinner!
MSN
Eleanor
8:46
So late
8:46
Alrighttt
MSN
- eric L.
8:53
BAK
8:53
LOL
8:53
worlfs fastest
8:53
dinner
MSN
Eleanor
8:54
WOAH. ;S
8:54
how'd you do that? with what magical power?
MSN
- eric L.
8:54
LOL
8:54
the inescapable truth that i need to talk to eleanor to survive
8:54
thats what let me do that

chyeaa =)
i feel pretty
achieved?
i finished all my hw =D
its amazing first time in probably a week
i have finished my hw without waking up at 6
just to do it LOL
but well i'm technically not done
TIME TO GO INTO uhh databases? and find
some stupid news article for economics T_T

but yea
i'm having a good week i think
I THINK i have this feeling
its gonnna be a good week
gotta learn some new songs for guitar
ANY SUGGESTIONS?
i'd love suggestions cuz like
i cant think of any myself =(

wednesday - english essay due
thursday - finish kite runner
friday - economics newspaper analysis due

i hope i'm right about having a good week
because if not
those 3 things will screw me over
so badly =(

just beautiful her voice
its angelic
its love
omfg <3

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the crime i commited essay

2009-09-29T19:33:00.003-04:00

The Crime “I” Committed – By Eric Lui

We should all be in jail for what we have done. This offence for which we deserve imprisonment, is not as obvious as harassing someone, injuring someone, stealing from someone, raping someone, or killing someone. No one can stop this crime; no one can arrest another for it, or can even see it. It is an unspoken crime, done in complete secrecy, which even the most righteous person will commit at one point or another. This secret offense is criminal thoughts, a crime that I, like every person, commit every day.

Thinking itself is uncontrollable. This is true of any thinking, including the thoughts about committing an offence, which if acted upon would be a crime by law. We all have violent thoughts especially when we are in the state of anger. When our fantasies include violent acts like killing, seconds later we grimace at the idea of thinking such a thing. Criminal thinking begins at a young age, and is small at first, but over time it escalates and turns into action. When I was about five, I had lost a key to my piggy bank and I saw the same key at a toy store. In time I had stolen this key, which I only recently realized was stealing because as I told myself at the time, it was only a small piece of metal and not the actual piggy bank. The theft began with the thought of stealing, which was the only solution I could think of. A couple years later I ended up stealing a ball from a dollar store with my friends, but the initiating thought was the piggy bank key and how it was easy to steal; like stealing candy from a baby. Although I have not stolen anything since then, it all started with the thought of how easy it was to take the key and then it slowly built up to taking the ball and eventually I would start stealing more valuable objects. If I kept stealing objects, continuing the trend, I would probably be stealing a car, yet I have not stolen anything since. Why not?

As I matured, these temptations started to teach me how to control my thoughts. Today, when I walk into a store, I might tell myself I could steal something so easily, without an effort, and I’m sure many other people think the same thing. But we do not act on the fantasy. A sense of morality stops us. I remember from childhood the rush of committing the act, but also the guilt that follows so vividly that just from thinking of stealing an item from a store, I can already feel the guilt again. The idea of justice, in the form of guilt, is the punishment for the undetectable offence of thinking about crime it all just depends which you think about more, justice or crime. Myself I am able to recall every act which I have committed which has broken the law, and I think if I had not stolen the key when I was small, I would definitely be stealing food from convenience stores like my friends have been the last couple years. The fact that I listened to myself about stealing the key when I was young, triggered me to think about what happens if I ever get caught. The craving for trying to steal was gone at an early age where it is not seen as big of an offence as a teenager stealing.

If somehow we were able to see into each other’s minds, I’m a hundred percent sure we would all be in jail for imagined thefts, assaults, and perhaps even murders. We all have violent thoughts; although these vary in severity from person to person in a state of rage, I am sure many of them will be related to murder. Thinking about committing an act that breaks the law, and thinking about justice and morality, are two kinds of thinking we all have in common. But really mental crimes and mental crime prevention are things we all think about – but which do you think about more?

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Done my homeowkr

2009-09-28T06:58:00.002-04:00

I am done my physics which
i was really lazy on and skipped
steps and everything, but it is done so
who gives really
sighssss

i like this blog its so away from
everything and everyone
yet it is still readable and stuff
i need to focus on school
like right now
i think i can do pretty good this year
but i gotta work or else
i'm just going to let myself down
i have no clue what i wanna become
i know where i wanna go
i just gotta figure out how to get there
McGill is a great university but
it really isnt famous for what
i want to go into i dont think
idunno i'm just so confused at the moment
about EVERYTHING
not just school

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I Give Up

2009-09-28T06:10:00.002-04:00

My cluelessness is making me feel
really clueless so yea

1) i'm going deactivate my fb
2) i'm not gonna go on msn as much
3) i'm gonna go to starbucks all the time

IN ORDER TOOOO
finish my hw
cuz i cant handle this wake up at 6 am
to work thing anymore =P

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Canada vs US

2009-09-28T00:37:00.004-04:00

LOL

i just finished my like

4 hour talk with my friend from california

oh man so entertaining talking to her

i showed her some rick mercer report vids

where he makes fun of canadians LOL

i was LOL'ing at her reaction

but yea i convinced her that

Canada is awesome =)

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Someone Nicer?

2009-09-27T22:14:00.005-04:00

Because i'm here waiting

you know it doesnt matter what you do

i'll be hanging on your word

not caring what you say

Because your there laughing

I gotta smile for you no matter what the reason

the way your ignoring me

it makes me want you even more

living the lie which never became

living the truth which always brought pain

dying in the belief that everything will change

dying in the world which kills your happiness

rotting in the hopes and dreams of my soul

(8)

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Welcome to my blog

2009-09-27T20:00:00.006-04:00

This is gonna be my officially new blog

and well i hope you guys enjoy it =)

even though its hard to enjoy

someone ranting about their life but w.e. =D

you'll figure it out xD

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